dissociative experience
Posted by Anonymous on 12/01/2009
Avg Rating: 
| Level: | 4 |
|---|---|
| Type/Strength: | \"purple\" |
| Method of Ingestion: | water pipe |
It is late and I work tomorrow, so I'll keep this brief. I had a profoundly negative, but brief second experience with salvia. My first experience was with a milder extract and a friend. It was memorable, though not worthy of chronicling here. My second experience was solo. I was in a jacuzzi, had my ipod on, had candles burning, had a glass of wine, and a glass of water. I took a big rip, and became lost in the music and relaxation of the jacuzzi. I could feel my muscles relaxing, and was having a profound musical enjoyment experience. I felt like it was wearing off, so I took a second big rip. Next thing I knew, I was standing beside the bath, there was candle wax everywhere, my salvia and pipe were floating in the water, and my body was not my own. I felt like my life (which I think is wonderful) was up for grabs, and that somehow others could come and take it. I was fighting for my Self and very existence against unknown entities. I was worried I might be left out of my own life by falling out of a trap door. It was as if I had entered a realm where minds dissociate and some other mind might weasel it's way into my life. I was slightly terrified, but remembered at that point that I would come down sooner or later. I have no recollection of what happened with the candle, etc. I spent hours cleaning candle wax out of every grout crack in the bathroom. All in all, not a positive experience. It started out so great, but then came the amnesia and dissociative experience. I'm a little scared to try again. I was hoping to learn something. I guess I learned to skip the second rip, or get some milder stuff... Advice? Similar experiences?
Comments
3 Comments - Add
Add Comment
You must be logged in to post comments
Posted by hero4evz on 01/12/2009
Rating:
Posted by GreenDragon333 on 01/13/2009
Rating:
Posted by Angelus Sancti on 01/27/2009
Rating: Unrated