Salvia Trip

Done it - I\'m there!

Posted by grimjim on 22/08/2010
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Done it - I'm there!! WHOAH, WOW and Whoah again.

I'm just coming down now from a 20x double hit. This is now about 30 mins afterwards, and I feel very calm, relaxed, and wanted to write up everything.

I now understand why people start laughing hysterically on Sally (but I don't think I have?). They can see what I can
see, but they find it such a confusing sensation they don't understand what they are witnessing, or see it but simply
cannot believe it, and can't help but laugh at the IN-credible IN-sane truth of what the experience is suggesting to
them, defying all normal logic. Its like you're thinking, Hang on, I can see some other world or reality, and you can't
make up your mind which one you should be in.

I just WITNESSED (and more importantly REALISED what I witnessed) my mind pushing through the boundaries of reality, detaching from my bodies senses, or possibly becoming so at one with them and sensitive that all my senses helped me FEEL, what I have now started to call The Edge.

Following the moment I pushed through The Edge I was able to sense the energy.

It felt just like a huge slow ripple or wobbly drumskin effect of transparent energy that holds everything in reality in
place. I now totally 100% state with absolute conviction that this world I live in is solid and real, yet created by
external forces. Duh, Well of course, otherwise how would I be here?
But this time I actually experienced (with all senses) the energy that is separate from me, yet within me. My soul, my real
self, came away from it all and could see all things for what they are.

The energy is pushing, holding me into place, into position, and the walls of my bedroom, and my bed. There is absolutely nothing to fear, but the trouble is, those first few times you take this drug, the actual realisation of what you are witnessing when you get a GOOD DECENT HIGH is what you just find so hard to believe. I also suspect some people don't get the dosage right to see this in a way that is understandable.

You take too little, and its just pleasant.
You take too much (I wonder how many newbies do this and it frightens them), and you go through the important second or inner transitory level of experience so fast, and jump straight to the deeper hallucinogenic dream-state, which without proper understanding freaks you out. That's my own theory anyway.

Its like its a secret, and is why people in control, government perhaps, don't want you to take it? Or is it because they
don't believe it themselves, and are afraid everyone would go crazy on it, or finally understand our lives and reality
have been put here by a thing we dare not believe in?

I'm a scientific kind of guy. I hate the word God.
But I saw more than just you and me, us, our immediate reality and life.

Salvia pushes back the boundaries, and todays trip re-connected and reminded me of the previous times I took it, so that I now understand where I went with those previous trips, and what I found so difficult to comprehend.

Its like - you've got to be joking? Did I really just see this, thing, this experience.

So this is what people mean by Sally taking you in, educating you more each time you do it. That's why its so hard for
fellow SD'ers to explain what they are seeing and feeling.

So I'm guessing that the more you take, the further away from your normal reality, and the deeper into the void or the unknown you can go.

After the first initial hit, with trepidation and then followed by realisation, I became incredibly calm, and felt quite relaxed about perhaps taking another hit, but at this time I feel I've had such a realisation that I just want to take stock of it, before I try going deeper. Something for another day.

It's like I've discovered a profound secret about life, and reality. Magnificent and amazing, and unbelievable, but
without a doubt I saw the energy that makes ME and everything around me! It looked to me like the ripple effect in the
film Matrix (I think) when the helicopter crashes into a multi-story building, and the building just ripples. Except this
was on a smaller scale in my bedroom, but slower, more powerful, more graceful, more solid, gentle, deliberate.

I could sense it, feel it, and literally almost see it pushing/holding everything in place.

What an absolutely incredible revelation. And I feel almost that by writing about it here, I am opening up a secret to you, and I'm worried about whether I should be doing that. That's the fear of wondering if what you/I say will alter the
world around us.

And that I think is why I sometimes cannot remember the trip, almost like you are not supposed to. Now 50 mins after I am finding it difficult to comprehend what I saw, but it was so profound, and real, and challenging, but is fading slowly.

Sally is saying "Shhhh, lets just keep it between you and me eh?".

But why worry? Because we are allowed to do whatever we wish in our lives.

Today 22/08/2010 at 11:01am I just experienced something to totally and utterly change my understanding of what I am, and what everything around me is. I would like to see more, but I know I had to come to this stage slowly and gently before I would "get it".

Hello all SD converts, I just arrived to the same realm as many of you all. I feel like I have gone to that place, seen and understood if not the universe yet, at least a whole deal more about my core.

I entered the front door, and now I am
in the hallway, I see the rooms of possible new experiences before me, a new playground, and any more or any deeper will just be trying out new experiences and boundaries. I am still pleasantly high, the effects are still with me. Yet I am lucid, calm, in control and I think(!) able to describe what I saw at the highest intensity, and the following comedown in as much detail as possible.

I now comprehend the real reason why people say it is a drug to be treated with respect.

I now believe this drug provides an experience that should NEVER be banned.

EVERY person deserves the right to experience this.

And I hope my description of it, will help others enter into it in a more relaxed and easy way.

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Posted by steste on 08/22/2010
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I'll meet you there soon enough

:-)

Posted by michaelt523 on 09/04/2010
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I especially liked you description of the drumskin of transparent energy...I know what you mean

Posted by michaelt523 on 09/04/2010
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I especially liked you description of the drumskin of transparent energy...I know what you mean

Posted by grimjim on 09/09/2010
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Thanks Michael. Even a month after my report I still remember FEELING that energy. as if I had been granted some kind of Extra Sensory Perception. Yes of course I was high, but I felt in control and was being very analytical and observing as carefully as possible what I was sensing. I was even talking to myself trying to describe what I was seeing, in order to help me write up later.

Posted by Exzanian on 01/08/2011
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I'm a scientific kind of guy. I hate the word God. But I saw more than just you and me, us, our immediate reality and life.

"Ditto!"

But why worry? Because we are allowed to do whatever we wish in our lives.

"Ditto!"

I now believe this drug provides an experience that should NEVER be banned. EVERY person deserves the right to experience this.

"Ditto!"

Posted by Exzanian on 01/08/2011
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And Ditto again for this post!!!!

Posted by Letgo on 05/03/2011
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Awesome posts and comments!

Posted by ryan321 on 07/21/2011
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the veil behind 'normal' reality

Posted by Sunshine 45 on 11/15/2011
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Awsome read, and it made me think of quantum physics, our reality is made up of tiny particles that have an insane amount of energy, if you buy a book called you are here by Christopher Potter, it will change the way you see the world...

Posted by GreenDragon333 on 01/17/2012
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This report covers just about all aspects of Sadi I can remember. Thanks/

I used everyday for years but have been away for about a year. Just reading here makes it all fresh like i just came off a good bong rip.

I have always seen the energy you speak of as like an onion, with the layers peeling and showing the real foundations of our perceived existence. Like an endless roll of film with tiny moments that all layered make up the real you.

Lately I have been experiencing brief flashbacks of the trip after I smoke my Med MJ. It is very comfortable and wonderful. I would just say to have respect as mentioned by Grim.

I consider Sadi as a sacrament and am about ready for getting to that EDGE you mention. I have been way beyond many times and even had the ego-death trip.

The only ban is when you rip yourself off by conforming to this world's fragile egg-shell way of understanding reality.

Be Blessed

Posted by GreenDragon333 on 01/17/2012
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Just a followup comment. I always smoke alone. It is when I am most comfortable. Hit it, hold it, then lay in my bed in the dark and travel and let in all the visions.

By the time I baseline there is a huge multi-wave (endless auras - never ending ultra thin waves) that eminate from my mind and body. It is so real that my upstairs neighbor suddenly awakes and walks all over like there is some kind of emergency.

Respect Sadi.

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