Salvia Trip

First Salvia Trip

Posted by aazgog on 11/01/2011
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Had my first trip a few days ago after about a gram of C and some poppers - maybe unwise but hey! Took down a bowl of 30X about 1/8 gram and held it for about 10 secs. Saw the wall start to swirl in front of me and the left side of me dissolve. I started to panic a bit and tried to hold on to reality but I just fell through the floor and my body just dissolved totally. I fell into a swirling mass of green black and red licorice allsorts, and a squeaky voice was talking to me. I tried to repeat what it was saying but the words wouldn't come out. Reality had just totally evaporated - it was scary because the voice was saying "we knew you'd do it!!! Now we've got you!". I thought I'd never see the 'real' world, or my girlfriend again, that it was just a thin illusion and I'd just destroyed it. The next thing I knew I was at that place before I was born, with voices that were so familiar, more familiar than anyone I ever knew on the physical plane. I kind of flew forward to the time when I was about 2 years old, and sitting next to my mums old yellow twin tub washing machine in the kitchen. I can still recall every tiny detail - the badge on the front, the scratches in the paint, the smell of detergent - weird! Then I saw my girlfriend to the right hand side, with a sort of warm 'mad powder' glow around her. She was saying "you're scaring me" and still smoking the pipe I tripped on. I kind of pulled my consciousness towards her, away from the swirly stuff on my left. I was screaming at her "don't touch that sh*t!!! Don't!!!" Eventually the trip started to evaporate and she persuaded me to do another line of C, which brought me right back to reality. I can't believe how powerful this sh*t is!!! Now I've got a totally changed perception of reality itself - its just a thin film above the huge chasm that's the true universe, and can crumble so easily. For some reason I fell compelled to share my experience as best I can, it's so hard to put into words though. I'm definitely going to try it again, but maybe more gradually and in more natural surroundings, like by a fire in the woods. I think the red and green lasers we had going didn't make it pleasant, and maybe the other sh*t made things a bit worse too. I'll keep you posted!

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Posted by grimjim on 01/16/2011
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I'm surprised no-one has welcomed you before now. Welcome :o). I've just done a light hit of SD, so I'm slightly in the realm, which I think is the best way to be able to respond to people. It reminds you again how subtle yet powerful SD can be. You don't have to have much to take you there. The voices and the awareness of something else I recognize in what you're saying. Never see them again..... yes. Familiarity. Feelings and experiences many years old. Stuff like bright lights (lasers) and loud music can be too much when you're on Sally D. You just need to chill, be calm, let go, and NOT BE AFRAID. Yes, you might feel like you're dying which is a frequent thing with SD, its exquisite, but nothing to worry about. Its a very personal thing and you can't expect other people like your girlfriend to know the same feelings, unless they go there themselves. Although, on the lighter comedown from the high, well afterwards, I think sex can be excellent. Be thankful and understanding to her for watching over you on your trip. If she doesn't want to do that, respect it. SD takes a bit of getting used to before you feel comfortable with doing it more regularly. Early trips can be very disconcerting. You felt compelled to tell how you felt, yes, it is powerful, and thanks for telling us. We know. Once again, welcome. Repeat only when you are ready, if ever! Take your time. Jim

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