Salvia Trip

life shattered

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Posted by Anonymous on 03/12/2008
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Level:6
Type/Strength:40x
Method of Ingestion:4 hits, water bong

I tried Salvia Divinorum for the first time yesterday. Words cannot express how intense and shattering it is to be in a world where all value is lost. I had smoked the amazing herb in a large field around night. It was dark, and very cold, and my friend was the only person watching me. I am a small guy, 5 4", 95 pounds, and i have a fast metabolism. Me taking 4 big smoked filled hits out of 100% suction bong, made this the most intense experience ever. After the 4th hit i immediately stood up, but i was already in another dimension. My friend said i ran around in circles and looked like i didnt know were i was. In my end, my personality, my ego, and who i was didn't matter, for it obliterated. My whole understanding of time, basic thought process, and everything that made me human was shattered. I felt numb, and as if i was 2 dimensional. Everything around me was white, and i felt as if my head was nothing but mush, my body didn't exist, and to top it off i felt as if i was melting away digitally. I could hear these voices, elf-like in a way. One group of voices was telling, not through words, but telling me in a spiritual, unspoken way, to hold on. Another group of voice was saying, "This is the end of the universe, there is no more." I could see where the voices were coming from, I was just a 2 dimensional state of being being ripped apart. It felt like years were passing by as I was running, I of course didn't have an understanding of time, but the feeling I got made me feel like years were passing by like seconds. I eventually started running, i ran into a nearby fence that belonged to a neighbor of my friends. A dog barked startling me, and I turned around and ran to my friend which felt like years again. He knew the state I was in and was trying to calm me down, he seemed like he was towering over me. I fell to my knees with my hands on the ground next to a school bus. The rock beneath my hands felt like planets, the sensation was unreal and unexplainable. He bot had to get out of the cold field because my friend said someone might think we were breaking into the bus. We were walking back to his house but then I got a call on my cell phone. I yelled into the phone, "Hello!? hello!?" I had thought the cause of this intense trip, that the thing that caused this all was on the phone. It turned out to be an automated telemarketer, I closed the phone and began walking to the store. My friend stopped and said we shouldn't go in. His dad Mom called him, and that reminded me to call my girlfriend. I called her and told her I was scared, she said i was speaking normally but she knew that I was scared, and that I was tripping balls. I told her I would be fine, and that I loved her, me and friend continued to go back to his house. I went inside his house and didn't say anything to anybody, I went straight to his room. Even after 20 minutes, I still felt the effect of the intense plant. I was scared and rambling on, saying that it was the end, that my life was over, and how I regretted smoking it. I laid down and with every passing minute I was coming back to reality. I could slowly feel the warmth of my friend's blanket, when before while in the 2nd dimension, i couldn't even feel the clothes on my body. When I was back to my sober state, I tried recalling and retelling my experience, but words alone cannot describe it. At 16, my short self, I experienced something out of this world, something out of this dimension. During my trip, i felt numb, almost paralyzed, yet my body ran around in circles. The sheer amazing and feeling of the dimension and reality I was in was too much for me, too much that it is a bit scary to try and remember what happened. I had an intense trip, and felt as if God himself was speaking to me, his voice echoing and exploding my brain. The elves yelling and letting out as my body was being ripped apart and my soul being diverged into a million pieces. I can only scratch the surface of this trip, it would have to be explained in an alien language to tell you where I was for 20 minutes. Regardless, it was amazing. I guess you could say i had a "bad trip" but I couldn't have asked for anything less or more intense. It truly is a life changing experience what I went through. I just want to thank you all for listening to my story, my first trip on Salvia Divinorum.

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Posted by hero4evz on 12/03/2008
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Great accounting of the story. I would suggest though taking it a little easier next time as to not lose such a complete control of reality.

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Posted by nickb47 on 07/13/2010
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why the fuck are you going to let your life be shattered by this, everything is exactly the same as it was before, you took waaaaay too much that was the dumbest thing you could have done but its all over now

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Posted by nickb47 on 07/13/2010
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why the fuck are you going to let your life be shattered by this, everything is exactly the same as it was before, you took waaaaay too much that was the dumbest thing you could have done but its all over now

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