Salvia Trip

No fear, just love.

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Posted by Anonymous on 05/05/2011
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Method of Ingestion:smoke

Again, I sat alone in my lazy chair at 4am in the morning, while gazing at the star filled sky. Lit my bowl and while Sade's "Kiss of Life" played in my headphones, Sally met me not more than a few seconds later upon exhale. At that point, I felt as if I WAS the animation in a Windows Media Player! Fantastic, and I loved it!

I haven't been ingesting Salvia for a long time, and usually I'm hit with fear when she hits me. The same type of fear that usually scares away newbies such as myself. The same fear that makes stoners, potheads, tree-huggers and hippies submit reports about Salvia as if they were extreme far-right politicians wanting to ban everything and their mother... Not last night (really, get over yourselves. Kill your ego already. You are NOT in control of this sea of conciousness).

I wanted to get over the fear, and I knew I could (although admittedly I'm sure I may be frightened again, yet without fear, there remains nothing to understand).

I don't know if it was because my nextdoor roomate just moved out, or I don't know if I have just learned to accept where Sally takes me and to accept that I am there... and basically just to not give a f***.

While on a peak during the recent preceding weeks while I was on a Salvia trip, it felt as though I didn't want to accept where I was going, or where I was. I was scared! I felt that it was overwhelming and too strong of a force. Then I realized that it was all really just a battle within myself. Like when I was trying to control everything, including other people's destinies to fit my own agenda (how wrong I was).

Yet I digress.

I was scared that I wouldn't come back. Yet last night, and the night before I couldn't stay with Sally long enough!

As the music played, my chair turned into a rollercoaster or what seemed to be a chariot of light. Although I was alone in a dark room, I felt as if I were surrounded by friends whom I have never met. I felt a feeling of omniscient happiness and love! They were all calling me, smiling and saying "c'mon 'Points', c'mon 'Points' (of course, she didn't call me by my username)" :)

Then my rollercoaster hit it's peak of ascension. Here's where it gets weird... No matter how much my chariot traveled, it always remained at the peak of it's travelling curve! I wasn't moving up or down, yet I was moving. And a series of other chariots full of happy people began coming my way. Yet they were traveling upside down! And they were all at the peak of the curve that their chariots were riding on as well! Some of them were BEAUTIFUL women passengers. And they kept calling and smiling "c'mon 'Points!!!'" One woman smiled and reached out to me, and as I looked up to her I smiled and reached out my hand as well! I could no longer tell if my eyes were open or shut.

Then I saw ascending columns of frames. They were all moving upwards. And for some reason, the frames on my right side were more noticeable (I have noticed that once left and right begin to establish themselves again, they tend to compete for concious prevelance). At first, each frame had a face of a live person in it. They were just making usual everyday faces and expressions. Then, I decided to stick out my tongue and the faces went away. I saw my tongue stick out of one of the frames, then it turned into a ball and continued to ascend with the rest of the frames.

And when Sally left, our human dimension (reality is a very assuming word) began to manifest from the bottom up. The light trickled away upwards revealing our human realm. The light began to ascend away from my body and flew away. I kept saying "no, please don't leave me yet"! The whirring sound faded as if I were awakening from a dream... We were having such a great time!

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Posted by Points on 05/06/2011
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Sorry. I guess I posted this anonymously. My mistake.

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Posted by tattva on 07/11/2011
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You are doing it right. Keep telling us more about your experiences.

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Posted by tattva on 07/11/2011
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You are doing it right. Keep telling us more about your experiences.

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Posted by Sunshine 45 on 11/11/2011
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I am a stoner and Salvia smoker, it took a few trys to get over the fear, but now i enjoy it as much as weed

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Posted by dynein1989 on 07/25/2012
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Man, I had the exact same thing happen to me. And I've read another story here about the same kind of experience!

http://www.salvia-trip.net/exp/this_moment_always_happens...forever-e1524/

This is my experience, if you're interested:
http://hyperthalamus.blogspot.com/2012/07/my-experiences-with-salvia-divinorum.html

Let me know if you're still around, and what you think!

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Posted by dynein1989 on 07/25/2012
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Oops, commented in the wrong tab and can't delete my comment! lol. Good read regardless though, man.

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