Salvia Trip

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Posted by Defenestrate on 11/03/2008
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Level:3
Type/Strength:Plain fresh leaf, right off the Sally
Dosage:One leaf, about 6"x2"
Method of Ingestion:Quid/Sublingual

So I was about to go to bed last night, when I noticed a leaf on my plant had started to break off. I decided to cut the remaining bit to keep the leaf from causing an infection, and then there I was, sitting in bed, admiring the leaf. I had already gotten comfortable, so I didn't want to have to get up to drop the leaf in my drying box, which is a wooden box in the shape of a pyramid, for the curious. I figured I would just chew he leaf and keep it under my tongue and see if i could get anything out of it. Well, it turns out I got a pretty amazing effect from it. After about 15 minutes, I started noticing some patterns on the back of my eyelids, red green and blue dominating the visuals. The colors got a bit more intense every couple of minutes until about T+35, but were always relaxing and enjoyable, as thy are for me with smoked salvia. They swirled in both directions, left and right, creating a tunnel that led to a face, which was my own face made of these swirling pixels and lines. Something about that tunnel made me feel good, not in any particular way, but just good. This feeling grew, and I realized it was because I had been talking to myself, this other person at the end of the tunnel, through the colors and patterns that transcended  between us/me. I was reassured in every way possible that all the worries in my life would be overcome, my stress over school, family, and my life in general wasn't needed, as everything would work out in the end. I came to a point where I was content to just exist and was overwhelmed with the awesomeness of being myself, unique, and all the opportunities in front of me for friendship, love, and happiness overall. I fell asleep short after this, and woke up as a new, fresh, and happy person.

The unique thing about this trip is that I had been rather depressed for the past few years because of some rather unfortunate living arrangements with my folks, and have been trying to save as much as I can to get myself out of the house I reside at and away from the rather unfortunate situation that is at hand. This morning has been the first morning I can remember in quite some time where I didn't wake up and wish I hadn't. I became extremely grateful of my friends, and especially, my girlfriend, of whom have all helped keep a roof over my head and food in my stomach. I was overwhelmed by this feeling, as well as feelings of motivation to finish my trade schooling and get the ball rolling to get my own apartment. Today, I was really productive at school, and my instructor even commented to keep up the work I had been doing. I feel that I have finally gotten through the storm, and am sailing away from it fast. Sure, I still have the same problems, but I have come to terms with them, and have decided to not let them control me in any negative manner.

Salvia has allowed me to regain focus on what is truly important to me: Contentedness, and Love. I am content with me and where my life is leading me, and I love my girlfriend. Everything else is small, and material in a sense.

Happiness is not getting what you want, but rather wanting what you get.

I think I'm moving towards the latter half of that finally.

-Dan

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