Terror
Posted by Nor Cal Lady on 26/09/2009
| Level: | 3 |
|---|---|
| Type/Strength: | 5x? Green from SalviaZone |
| Method of Ingestion: | bong |
This was my first time using salvia and II thought I was prepared for it. Not.
My husband was my sitter and we were in our silent bedroom in our underwear with a candle going. I took a strong hit (I am a regular MaryJane user so I can hit it easily) and held it for how ever long it took for me to realize I felt weak and handed over the bong to my DH and lay back on the bed to enjoy the trip.
I felt the pulling sensation and because of the views of our flesh color in my vision I thought a thousand fingers were pulling every inch of my body, even inside my mouth, down...down...down. I panicked. I couldn't relax and go with it. I fought the fingers and sat up. My DH said I turned to him and said "I don't like this", which I only vaguely remember. My 'self' fought it and all I could think was "I don't want this. Make it stop!" I was afraid I may never come back to myself...like being paralyzed from car or skiing accident I would never have 'control' over my body again. Shit! I bought this over the internet! What if it's like bad acid and I am fucked forever?!
Finally the initial gust wore off and I was incredibly relieved. However, during the next hour I felt and saw in my peripheral vision scary, hungry spirits circling all around me and was terrified.
I am a trained clairvoyant with the Berkeley Psychic Institute and divine through Tarot. I have done LSD many times. With that information and all my reading on this subject I thought I was prepared, but my Ego was ripped apart into a million pieces.
At this moment, about 24 hours after my experience, I am not convinced I will do it again, but if I do I will be doing a full cleansing of the house in a ritual ceremony to prepare.
The spirit world is real, and I was not totally prepared for how it would be so transparent while on SD. If a newbie is reading this that has strong psychic ability I highly recommend doing a cleansing and purification ritual before embarking on this journey.
My first experience was terrifying, but with ample preparation and the knowlege that yes...I will come down from the high eventually, I think I can benefit from another trip...down the line.
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